Which way do I go?

Pain, I wallow, I cannot keep it down
Hate, I swallow, I cannot keep it down

Down

You, I hate you, I cannot keep you down
You, I'll rape you, I cannot keep it down

Down

You before me
I can't take any more
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can't go up any further
Come crashing back down

Down

Pain, I wallow, I cannot keep it down
Hate, I swallow, I cannot keep it down

Down